Trust

Macam-macam perkara yang terbuku dalam hati yang tak dapat aku luahkan. Bila fikir ragam orang, aku jadi stress. Semuanya jadi terbatas. Setiap gerak geri aku jadi perhatian. Entah apa yang orang nak tahu tentang aku pun aku tak pasti. Semua benda nak tahu. Aku tak suka kongsi masalah atau apa-apa dengan orang yang aku tak rapat. Aku rimas. Skrin laptop aku dah macam tak ada privasi. Dengan siapa aku chat pun perlu ke nak tanya? Boyfriend? Kawan? Suami orang? Bujang? Perlu ke aku jawab semua tu. I just want to make this clear, I'm not desperate enough to seize someone who does not belong to me. So, please give me some space and privacy. I'm getting sick of all this. Get a life la weyh!

And one more thing, I'm disappointed to hear a secret that shouldn't be revealed. It's not me who said it. I just shut my mouth because I don't agree with what you are doing. Come on. It is someone's secret for you to keep it and now, it's not a secret anymore. Everyone knows it. I'm sure if the person knows about it, you are in a big problem.

"It's not easy to get someone's trust, but to change it, it's like a blink of an eye." - nuyuljana

note : This entry is just what I think at the moment. It's like a reminder for you and for me as well.

updated : aku sebenarnya terharu sebab balik kerja tadi abah panggil aku BABY! *menjerit* Dan baru kejap ni abah hulur aiskrim. Auwwwww.. So sweet! Sayang abah!