Aku Blank!

jam da menunjukkan kul 3.24 a.m tp aku masih xley tdo!!! adehhh.. td aku da tdo lps maghrib smpai kul 11.30p.m.. so, skrg ni aku jd burung hantu sbb sume tgh lena dibuai mimpi indah.. bile duk sorg2, aku mula ar blank.. da bkk tenet pn aku xtaw da nk bt site ape! abis sume fs,ms,fb,tagged aku update & upgrade quality nyew.. namun, masih x ngantok! ni post aku yg ke-3 arini.. gilak! 1st time aku tulis 3 post dlm 1 ari.. da kire ala2 hari ni dlm sejarah la plak! huhuhu..

aku xtaw ape yg aku pk skrg ni.. yg aku taw, aku tgh pk seseorang! aku xcintakan die.. for sure la die lelaki kn.. aku bukannye lesbo! ekekeke.. cmne aku nk explain rasa hati aku ni ek? haaa.. aku dpt idea.. biarlah aku ungkapkan melalui sebuah puisi..

everyday, when i wake up in the morning,
the first thing that across in my mind is u..
when i wanna sleep,
the last face that will appear is u!
i don't luv u..
it's juz a matter of feeling..
that can't be explain by words!

when i see u,
i do wanna hug u! i swear!
but i juz can't..
coz u don't belong to me!
so i juz let my desire fades away..

when i look at u..
i don't feel blushing..
i can see ur eyes directly..
pheewww..
i'm glad that i'm not in luv..
coz u r too perfect for me!

if one day,
we have a fight or misunderstanding,
i hope that u won't ignore or leave me..
coz i'll feel miserable..
friends with u had changed me a lot..
u bring out the best in me!

if one day,
we do really separate,
i hope that u will happy with ur life..
i'll keep all the sweet memory that
i've spent with u..
maybe we aren't meant to be together
as a friend anymore..
thank for being such damn good friend!!!

but for now,
i juz want let u to know that,
i keep u in my heart & mind
in a safe place
with a very good condition..
i'll take a good care of it..

for ur info,
i've put u in my heart list..
i wrote it using permanent marker!
hahaha..
i don't think that i can erase it anymore..
coz i don't want to!

if 5 years from now,
when i read this post,
i will cry out loud
if u really left me behind..
the first thought that will across in my mind is
"jangan masukkan kupon parking di dalam lubang wang kertas!"
then i'll smile and laugh guffaw..

nota noti : hanya aku & dia saja yg tahu! amacam? broken x english aku? hahaha..

listening to : my sister's snoring! hahaha..
time : 4.06 a.m
mood : nk g kencing pastu tdo! hooray!! aku da ngantok! ciao!